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10 March 2025

On the Decision to Publish

Why we're doing this, what we think it costs, and what we hope it changes.


The question we kept returning to, before we started this: what are we actually doing when we publish thinking?

Not the tactical answer — “building trust”, “attracting the right clients”, “demonstrating expertise”. Those are all probably true and all slightly beside the point. The question was about what it costs and who it costs it to.

The exposure problem

Publishing thinking is inherently asymmetric. You put something out; anyone can read it. Potential clients, current clients, competitors, people who have no professional relationship with you at all. You can’t control which audience reads which piece, or what they do with it.

This felt like a problem for a while. The instinct was to make everything either very general or very careful. Neither makes for writing worth reading.

Eventually we landed somewhere more useful: publish what we’d be comfortable defending in a room with the people most likely to disagree with it. Not comfortable in the sense of safe — in the sense of standing behind it, being willing to argue about it, remaining open to being wrong.

That’s a higher bar than “this won’t offend anyone.” It’s a more interesting bar to clear.

What changes when you write it down

The things we’ve put into writing here are things we’ve thought privately for years. Articulating them did something that thinking alone didn’t: it forced us to find out if we actually believed them, or just liked the idea of believing them.

Several things that seemed like positions turned out to be preferences. A few things that seemed like opinions turned out to be defensible observations. One or two things turned out to be wrong in ways we hadn’t noticed.

Writing is a test. The writing that survives the test is worth keeping. The rest is useful to have gotten out.

The ongoing commitment

The other thing we committed to: not publishing on a schedule. This isn’t a newsletter. It’s not a content strategy. It’s a record of thinking that’s substantial enough to bother with.

If that means one piece a month, fine. If it means three in a week and then nothing for two months, fine. What we’re not doing is publishing to fill silence, or to stay relevant, or because it’s been a while.

Field Notes exists because we have things worth saying. When we don’t, it’ll be quiet.


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